October 2012
5 posts
drive and focus
“Look for the silver lining in every situation. They know that it is their...”
Henry Ford once said, “Nothing is particularly hard if you divide it into small pieces.” The same concept configured as a question: How do you eat an elephant? Answer: One bite at a time. This philosophy holds true for achieving your biggest goals. Making small, positive changes – eating a little healthier, exercising a little, creating some small productive habits, for example – is an amazing...
“Remember, the real world doesn’t reward perfectionists. It rewards people who...”
Although emotional ‘gut instincts’ are effective in certain fleeting situations, when it comes to generating long-term, sustained growth in any area of life, emotional decisions often lead a person astray. Decisions driven by heavy emotion typically contain minimal amounts of conscious thought, and are primarily based on momentary feelings instead of mindful awareness.
September 2012
6 posts
“I just observe that I have hurt myself and my life. And that doesn’t feel good....”
– http://www.positivityblog.com/index.php/2009/03/13/7-timeless-thoughts-on-taking-responsibility-for-your-life/
“A sign of wisdom and maturity is when you come to terms with the realization...”
– Denis Waitley
To remove that inner resistance you must feel and think that you actually deserve what you want. You may be able to do a little about that by affirmations and other positive techniques. But the biggest impact by far comes from taking responsibility for yourself and your life. By doing the right thing.
Because it’s most often you that are standing in your own way and in the way of your success. It’s you that start to self-sabotage or hold yourself back in subtle or not so subtle ways once you are on your way to the success you dream of.
Gotta make some changes
I need to start taking responsibility for my life. Starting today (25th of September, 2012) I will cut off any type of vices that I’ve been doing. I need to do this for myself before I lose the people that I love and cares for me dearly. Just need to write this down to make it seem more legit. Also, I will try not to get out that much. Not until I have a job. Gahd self I trust you. We can do...
August 2012
3 posts
Getting Better
I don’t know if getting better is the right title for this entry especially when I just got drunk 2 weeks ago. To add it up, I was grounded. Wow. Not what you expect happening to a college graduate. Supposedly your parents have no hold on you when you step out of college. HAHAHA. Things are a bit different on my part. Apparently I was getting better. Looking back at how I was the past couple...
Ohye. This what I get from blogging my heart out whenever I feel sad. I feel stupid looking back on it now.
Withdrawal Stage
Since I got so much caught up reading 50 Shades, I’m having a hard time withdrawing from it. That’s why I googled books in the internet that would somehow compensate it. Well, I was able to find some but it din’t go at par to EL James’. At the moment, I’m looking for books that has a lesbian theme on it.
July 2012
7 posts
So I can't sleep last night.......
I would still dream of you. Sometimes I wonder if you’re happy with your life. But at the same time I don’t want to know coz it would only lead to you not needing me. Somehow I would’ve wanted to know how you’ve been feeling. About me, about us (?), about everything. Or if I ever crossed your mind for that matter. It’s been two months since we’ve last spoken....
Captivated By Mr. Grey
GAY GAY GAY! Fuck that was so gay of me. As of now I’m on book three of the trilogy 50 Shades of Grey by E. L. James. I haven’t read so much in my entire life. This was the first time that I got hooked in a book. I would sleep late than my usual because I was reading. I won’t realize the time. When I wake up, I would go back to reading until I realize it was dark already. Since I...
5 People You Meet In Heaven
After reading the Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, my next book was Mitch Albom’s. Which I said so in my title for this entry. I loved the whole concept of the story. It’s a book that touches your soul. A book for the imaginative.
Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves. - The Five People You Meet In Heaven
Sunday, 9th of July 2012
I couldn’t sleep last night and I got myself to take down notes on my phone of the things that has been bothering me.
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I want you. I don’t know if I’m still in love with you or I just love the idea of...
Blog
Just thought of making this site my own personal blog or maybe a journal. Since I don’t have a job yet. And it’d be a good way to exercise my brain, for it not to be stagnant. :D I think I’ll get into writing. Not a good writer though. But it’s a start.
Perks of Being a Wallflower
Funny how the character and I in that book are very much alike. He’s a complete mess just like me. It’s like we’re finding our own identity in this world we live in. The only difference between Charlie and I is that I am in the right mind not to do the odd things he does in the book. We’re very much alike in a sense that I am kind of a loner. I like to keep things to myself...
June 2012
23 posts
Stop allowing yourself to be emotionally manipulated by your ex.
Fuck vivid dreams
dreamt of you last night. seems like everything was real. the feelings, the way you look at me, how we kissed, the people around us…..for a moment there i thought i had you back. and then i woke up. and fuck it hit me. i realized that it was all just a dream. called my friend. a melodramatic move, i know. i knew i couldn’t just hold it in this time. i cried. i don’t know if that...
May 2012
25 posts
yeh yeh yeh yeh bullshit
Two years too late
false hopes
whore whore whore kaaaaaaaaa
